DEAD FOR NOW :X

hey people..

i might have to leave this blog to dead for awhile

something is very wrong with the layout :(

and i cant change it :(

evrything is all wrong these few days :(

i cant seem to fix anything right :(

since i know his problem, im no longer worried :)

as long he is always there, im happy already :)

but YET, still not very satisfied with his answer :/

TEOH PUI YEE!

IM GONNA MISS YOUUUUUUU!

see you back at KL in 3 months time :)

take good care of yourself kay? :)

have a nice time there

LOTS OF LOVE :)

XOXO MY DEAR :)

see you guys really soon yahh!

hopefully the blog doesnt get me anymore prob after i fix my comp

i really need to reformat this computer..

it's giving me serious problems :(

it block almost all my programs

just great right? D:

take yah people! :)

MISS YOU GUYS LOTTSSS!

TOODLES

is things that i need to know :)

hey guys!

sorry for the dead blog

im just very lazy and not in the mood to blog past few days

what have i been doing these few days

well

after getting the results

i finally went sunway to register :)

like hell! i think im gonna be happy there

hope so :)

while signing up for my course

someone called me.

it was JONATHON!

it's like OMG! :D

he is there too!

both of us diff course

but still same school :)

gonna see you more ady :P

from partner to schoolmates :)

what's next? :P

i found out alot people going sunway

3 same course for now :)

i just can't wait for college! :D

on monday

had my piano theory exam

location at Sri Saujana

the school facilities sucks

now i think my school's ones are much better

the toilet SMELLS HORRIBLE ==

my paper was 2 hours

manage to finish the paper in 30mins

but i recheck all and left the class an hour later

why so long?

i was day dreaming most of the time! :P

after exam

went to pudu

visit some skin care doctor

my face pimples are getting worst

haix

hope that it heel ASAP!

after that went i0i mall to do some shopping

i need new clothes for college you know? :P

ahh shyt..

LONG PANTS ==

I DONT LIKE

prefer to wear skirt :P

hope so i can do that :)

after that went and visit dentist cause mum's having a bad tooth decay

i did scaling.. <<>

in other words. wash those tooth! :/

kindda hurt

bleeding ==

then okay lahhh

after that i drove back home in my mum's car :)

i getting to like the feel of driving her car

so powerful!

but she doesn't allow me to accelerate :/

can't wait for my car too!

i need transport like desperately!

dont like to beg ppl lahhh! :(

well

today

tuesday

not a really good day for me

having very bad period pain

damm lahh

make me no mood ==

but still thanks to her

she allow me to go home early

mum picked me up

and i rest at home

it's getting better

but the pain is still there

haix

tomorrow

is the day i dunwan it to come

:(

it might be my last day

im gonna miss this working place

i really wish i can continue!

but i promise i'll come back and work during my holidays!

haix

so gonna miss the fun there! :(

gonna miss you guys badly too!

please don't forget me!

i'll come back and visit everytime i go midv! :)

3 months just passed too fast

but yet i din't waste my time

i enjoyed working and im gonna miss it :(

im gonna enjoy my last day no matter wad!

:)

well

it's getting late

it's time to get some sleep! :)

nites people!

:))

i miss the time we had together

even though it's 30mins

it's enough for me :)

IMY

we worked hard :)

hey guys

results were out last two days

well,

seriously

was very nervous ><

our class teacher doesnt wants to give out our results until they call out the top scorers

in my heart

was hoping for 8

when teacher on the stage was calling 8As

i was praying hard ><

but yet NO

so kindda disappointed

well

minimum for me to be happy is 5As

well

i got 5As

not really satisfied

but still glad i pass all :)

all the unexpected A!

hoping for A for physics and bio and addmths

haiyah!

if not 8 A lohhh!

my chinese

speechless

but still

thank god i pass!

time to move on to college life very soon!

work harder than :)

everyone did their very best :)

work harder in the future!

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE! :)

think about it, think about it.

just finish settle the things between me and her

i stand there for 2 hours

nearly faint because of the weather

she doesn't want to forgive me

she said im rude

something very wrong with my attitude

she said alot

i kept in silent

i have no idea why i can't speak up

i just can't

those words appear in my head

but it doesn't wants to come out from my mouth

i kept apologize

she ignored until she finish her movie

she went into her room without saying anything

i just cried.

i cried so hard

she called me

gave me another 10mins to speak up

i speak up whatevr she wants to know

i told her

and i promised

and

after lots of thoughts

i promised

2days time

i promise

for now.

another day with swollen eyes

i guess i need some sleep ady

oh well people

nites.

you are wrong.

seriously.

i hate you.

i don't understand

i don't understand
i really really don't understand
why does she needs to do that to me in front of everyone?
why she needs to do that on her birthday?
why can't she have a happy day?
why can't she say properly?
why can't she speak to me personally?
WHY?
TELL ME WHY?

WHY DO I PLAN THIS BIRTHDAY?
WHY SHOULD I SPEND MY MONEY ON STUFF SHE DOESN'T EVEN WANTS TO LOOK AT IT?
WHYY??????

WHY AM I GETTING ALL THE SCOLDING WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG???
WHY DO YOU NEED TO SCREAM AT ME WHEN I SAY NO?
WHY DO YOU NEED TO DO SUCH STUFF ON YOUR BDAY?
DID I EVEN ASK YOU TO DO?
IS JUST IXIT YOUR LUCK
BUT WHY ME?
TELL ME!
WHY ME???????



ALL THis INSANENESS IS GETTING ON ME
I REALLY REALLY DONT GET IT
ALL THE EFFORTS I PLACE IN
WHAT DO I GET?


NOTHING
NOT EVEN A THANK YOU

YOU JUST SHOOT ME INFRONT OF EVERYONE
saNG YOU BDAY SONG
AND YOU SAY YOU AREN't HAPPY
SCOLDED ME SUMORE
WHY

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?


AM I THAT USELESS?
AM I THAT STUPID?
WHY AM I TREATED LIKE THAT?
I CAN GIVE UP ANYTHING
AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY
I CAN DONT NEED A CAR
I CAN DONT NEED ANYTHING
I JUST WANT YOU HAPPY
I DONT WANT YOU TO SCREAM AT ME EVERY SINGLE DAY
WHENEVER I TELL YOU STUFF
YOU JUST SCREAM STRAIGHT AT ME
NVR ASK ME WHY?
HOW? OR WHAT EVEN HAPPEN EXACTLY?
YOU JUST SCOLDED ME
AND THEN WAD?
I NEED TO SAY SORRY?
WHAT ARE THESE?
I WANNA KNOW WHY?

AM I BORN TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS?









im not in a good mood now
have been crying for at least 1 hour
now still tearing
I REALLY REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND

T______T

second day off, third day of march.

HOWDE PEOPLE :D

*greeting in a cowboy style :D*

ERRRRRRR....

BLAAAAAA...

well,

woke up around 11 tday :D

on computer and on9 :)

had my breakfast and all

then started chatting :)

FACEBOOK GETTING BORING

i don't know why

DO YOU AGREE? :P

while checking my notifications

Joyce PM-ed me at FB

LAG! ==

she asked me to on SKYPE

but i lazy :P

until she say she is at Starbucks and FIZAH is there :D

then i straight on :)

see i respect her :DDD

then we both crap again

crap about wad?

u sendiri find out :D

and then tsuiyi on9

added her to the convo

and three of us CRAP MORE

:D

more to gossip lahhh :PPP

creating LAME stuff :D

ITM KTM ATM LRT?

LOL

no one will get me but some :P

crap until 2 sumthing

ME HUNGRY

so went down and cook HAR MEE :D

and had 7UP

SYOK :D

after that on9 awhile

and then do my piano homework

after i finish

FEEL HOT

so,

went downstairs for_________. :DD

*FILL IN THE BLANK :D

just view the pic below :)

i don't need to crack your head for that :D

here is the answer :D

BASKIN ROBBINS ICE CREAM :D

i din't ate ALL lahh

only two scoop :P

after that

went back to my room

teacher say she is suppose to come in 5pm

but sms me say coming in LATE

so..

since FACEBOOK is so BORING

i ended up CAMWHORE :)

some edited

but some not :)

you can see the diff lahh :P

ILY :)

my doggie is the lucky one :)

whose next for my kiss? :P

another angle for my pic :)

and i think this looks nice!

don't you think so to? :P

another random one :D

i can roll my tongue :P

HOW ABOUT YOU?

:DDD

KISS ME :3

MUAHAHAHAHAHA

WELL!

TMR WORK LOHHHHHH

i miss my chocolate cream chip BADLY :P

CYA! :)